2/1/2025
ugh... im scared. im so scared
you all know why u.u .. i dont know what to do
but ive been reading nevada by imogen binnie nn its really good ! well, listening to it... its free to rent on libby:3
read nevada, its a good book. i am becoming more jaded and maria-like every day (i have not finished th ebook yet i am very early on)
1/21/2025
surrender to the eggman empire !!!! or the me empire . but its less an empire and more of a website??? more of a commune???? idk!
ii jus like robots:3 im also writing again which is cool~
1/20/2025
this place is due for a rehaul.... ii think ill start posting game content, maybe some videos?
i'll figure it out !! everyone, please stay safe. im very scared right now and im sure youre all scared too...
1/15/2025
GUESS WHO HAS WIFI AGAINNNNN!!! B3 its me ii have wifi
relocated and just about everything is in order finally !!!! iive got lotsof dvds to watch and the ifnromation super highway at my fingietips!!
things are coming up me !!! so thats awesome ^3^
oh, i did find out i have POTS tho so thats not so good. o well! take the good w the bad uwu
12/24/2024
*blows on noisemaker* yule tidings everypony !!!
no big scary updates today, just enjoy the next couple days the best you can^-^
12/23/2024
scared very scared but the job search is going wel .. enuff
its tough bc idrk what else i can do aside from wait and panic and ii dont enjjoy either of those options . . virtually all of my day is spent stressing about this and working at this and its been like this for weeks now
id love to have a little 'on the bright side' thing but theres no bright side rn.. therapy was cancelled w/o notice today too
eugh someday
12/22/2024
iim so tired ;-; i hate not having a job and also being scared of everything .... not to be a downer but my life is kind of a wreck and idk what to do about it
B-U-T i have therapy tomorrow !!! so .. .. .. . . cool ...?? but my material conditions are my . main issue
im terrified
i really just want a big soft alien to save me...... pls big soft alien save me....
oh btw !! im taking more html tutorials !! thats why the headers are new x3 hopefully thyey look good when i publish otherwise ill have to delete this line n itll look reallyyyy silly
mybe someday ii can make my own tmeplates hehe
12/11/2024
heheheeee^w^ iimmm feeeling so silly nn happy today !!! which is nice cuz ii havent felrt that way for awhiel !!!
it helps thatmy fish tank is lookking great.... ii never actually used the the fish header?? so its just sitting there?? a work in pogress???
maybe someday... i dont wanna show too many pictures of my tank for fear of getting doxxed or whatev
digital footprints are scary and you should try to leave none!!!
12/9/2024
wowwww its been awhile huh??;v; uhh ii havent used neocities a lot, but ii really should start doingit more. im getting really into python coding... read automate the boring stuff w python its free w creative commons!!
but yeah, its just pretty wild... i mean whats a girl like me even supposed to do??? iiim sort of niche an dweird and ii type very l ike this. and imm anemic apparently !!!
oh well life goes on^-^ and maybe ii can make a cool webstie !!!
6/14/24
I just got the best idea... the Paper Mario remake just came out, right? And Vivian is in it! I love her so much =^w^= But yeah, what if I started writing stories and posting pdfs on here...? That could be pretty cool, right? I'll have to think it over hehe...
I might add more to this journal later today... right now, I'm just tired v-v oh wellllll
6/13/24
Well, this is exciting! I've never kept a journal before ^w^ well, not like this, anyways. I'm sick of the centralized web! It's time for me to be a punk-tech hobbyist! It's the righteous path of sweet robot-obsessed tgirls like me uwu~
I have a lot of branding to update... gonna start by changing the background color -~- Sorry pastel pink, I love you so dearly, but it is too bright for my little eyes u-u
Anyways, I think I can be the best lil hobbyist ever, soon:3 I found an old set of my favorite engineering books on the Internet Archive! Soon I'll be tinkering with the coolest lil stuff hehe =^w^= Dr. Robotnik's beautiful autistic daughter...